Hi James! I agree, I don’t think we can really find what we were before Christianity. It’s so embedded in the old country that it changed the culture irrevocably. There are pagans who try to reconstruct it, but I personally am not called to that path. Even if we really knew exactly what the ancients did, it probably wouldn’t speak to our souls in the same way. We are products of this time. So personally, I try to learn the old ways and adapt them to fit me and my life. I do so with respect and reverence, but ultimately, they are changed.